The Light Brigade by Kameron Hurley

A hard-edged first-person military science fiction story following a soldier sent to fight in a corporate-controlled interplanetary war using technology that transmits troops as packets of light, a process that fragments time and memory. As the protagonist endures repeated missions, disorientation and trauma reveal a broader conspiracy behind the fighting, forcing questions about loyalty, identity and resistance while the narrator struggles to hold together a sense of self and to fight back against the powers exploiting them.

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