The Two Lives Of Lydia Bird by Josie Silver

After the sudden death of her fiancé, a woman finds herself slipping between two realities: one in which she continues the life and future she imagined with him, and another in which she must learn to live, grieve and slowly open up to new possibilities. As she moves between the comforting illusion and the painful present, she confronts what it means to let go, to forgive herself, and to choose how to live again.

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