金阁寺 by Yukio Mishima

A sensitive, stammering young acolyte at a famed Zen temple becomes consumed by an obsession with the building’s immaculate beauty, a fixation intensified by social isolation, humiliation, and the manipulations of those around him; his inner contradictions—reverence for beauty, hatred of his own inadequacy, and a yearning for symbolic control—drive a psychological unraveling that culminates in a deliberate act of arson, forcing a tragic confrontation with the paradoxes of aesthetic perfection, guilt, and postwar identity.

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