I Love You But I've Chosen Darkness by Claire Vaye Watkins

In this deeply introspective novel, a woman grapples with the complexities of motherhood, identity, and the haunting shadows of her past. As she embarks on a journey back to her hometown in the Mojave Desert, she confronts the ghosts of her upbringing, the legacy of her parents, and the choices that have shaped her life. Through a series of vivid memories and encounters, she seeks to reconcile her present with the echoes of her history, ultimately striving to find a sense of self amidst the chaos of familial and personal expectations.

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